Why is it hard to move on
Why is it difficult to scale and move after a fall?
Tho it might have been years back
But still feel like today!

Why do I close my eyes and see pain?
I thought I have forgiven but why?
Why does it still hurt?
He has moved on
Gotten married with kids
She has moved on
Gotten engaged like she is the one with happiness
All that was said was sorry!
Like sorry could end the betray?
Like sorry could end the time wasted and all

But sincerely I have forgiven
But why am I still angry?
Why do I still look forward and hear the voice of the past so loudly
Is it that I am losing it?
You destroyed my dreams but yeah you accepted it and apologize
And I am happy you are happy and I have nothing towards you
But why isn’t it feeling like I have experience?
To forgive means to pardon right?
But why does it burns!
Like a burning furnace that isn’t going down
It burns so so well that I just wonder
Then I had no choice than to pray
I just had to pour out everything to you Lord
Then with a calm voice you said
“CLOSE THAT CHAPTER ONLY WHEN YOU ARE SATISFIED WITH THE LESSONS”

Wait a minute
Didn’t I close the chapter already?
But why is it still calling for me?
Now I can understand that I haven’t accepted it.
I just have to accept it and really forgive completely so I could learn
Mehn it’s so bad
So bad that I couldn’t stand even the thought
But I just had to let go
Have to accept the full lesson and forgive

Now I have forgiven fully
My mind went full swept all through peace
Now I can read the chapter with peace and rest
Forgiveness is really for me not them that hurt me

To forgive is really divine and it lets open doors open fully upon you
Letting go of every hate does well
True forgiveness is really the experience learnt

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