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Born into a family of 7
Where all are boys
Been the eldest son, it was greatly dawn on me
That been rich so I must take care of my siblings
Was like a constant reminder
Dad kept giving advises
Mum keep showing how other kids are doing well
While I struggle with last position in the class
It felt like a constant reminder of how unfortunate I was
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Seening my friends come ride in cars
Seening my mate dress in good dresses
Only made me mad the more
How can they be successful? At their young age?
What is it that they do?
I pondered, I greatly pondered
I wondered
What is behind this success?
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They say pursue what you love to find fulfillment
It is then the success will come
But I am not looking for success, my brain said
I just want to have what they had!
The big cars, the fancy items, fantastic meals every time
I just want it all
I needed it all, I thought
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Then I pursue my skills
I forgot that I should do it with passion
But all I was thinking was pleasure
I wanted it all
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Oh I tried
I strived
I walked day and night
Trying to see client
But nothing came
Nothing was showed
Nothing to showcase
Oh why must I feel like this
Why why why!!!
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Then I got close to the fortunate
Since they said moving with success makes you also successful
But come to think of it!
Who is the “THEY”
Is the THEY also successful? Apparently not.
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Became friends with success finally
Believing success too wil Rob into me too
Little did I know
What they did was horrible
So terrible!
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Kidney was sold!
Blood was donated!!
People were used as ritual!!!
Destiny was changed!!!!
Lives were sold!!!!!
Virginity was lost!!!!!!
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Ahh!! Oh my God!!!
Is this the way to success, I screamed!!
The worst reply was *THAT IS WHAT IS RAINING NOW*
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OH MY GOD
SO SO SO BAD, i thought?
Then I realized
Success isn’t easy
There isn’t a short cut to success
The short cut stinks
I will do the work, I said
Craving for success is good
But dying to success is poisonous

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